I’m so afraid. Now I could really feel that you’re so far away from me, that I could do nothing to reach you. I feel like you’re slowly fading away, that you’re far gone and there’s nothing I could do. I feel so helpless. I feel so vulnerable. I feel so weak. I feel all the emotions I’ve felt when you left. I’m back to square one. You’re now gone and I can’t seem to accept that. I thought I was happy but I finally realized that I was just fooling myself into thinking that everything was okay. I’m not happy and now I could see that. You’ve left me all alone and I’m in despair. Maybe I could write a song out of this ..